CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED and SEVENTY-FIVE
(part four)
“If all that fails, they will come after you,” Mrs. Wilson said.
“Me?”
“You,” Mrs. Wilson said.
“What did they do to you?”
“Nothing I’d like to share,” Mrs. Wilson said. “And I didn’t have the kind of… There’s no way to say it delicately.”
“You mean because my Mom’s a prostitute and my Dad went to prison, I’m more vulnerable?”
Mrs. Wilson nodded.
“Jeez,” Tanesha said. “What do I do? What did you do?”
“We had enough money to stay home for a few years,” Mrs. Wilson said. “Bumpy went to medical school. We had the kids. There wasn’t anything to say about us. They eventually went away. Bumpy didn’t play again until Jer was three or four.”
“I want to move…”
“Yes, move out of this place as soon as possible,” Mrs. Wilson said. “Find some place quiet. Go to school. Come home. No drama.”
Tanesha nodded.
“Do you love my son?” Mrs. Wilson asked.
“That’s a loaded question for me,” Tanesha said. “I love the person he wants to be. I love the man I think he is, but all of this? I don’t love this house, his actions in the last ten years, that music life and all that comes with it. I don’t love that he has two kids he doesn’t know. Or that people climb all over him. It’s crazy.”
Mrs. Wilson gave Tanesha a kind smile.
“You remind me of myself,” Mrs. Wilson said.
“You’re a hero of mine,” Tanesha said. “I’ve seen Jer… all over the country, here. I’ve seen him high. I’ve seen him with other women. I…”
Tanesha shook her head.
“He finally came home for you,” Mrs. Wilson said. “That’s got to count for something.”
“But will he stay?” Tanesha asked. “Or will the drugs and the life call him back?”
“Only time will tell,” Mrs. Wilson said. “A lot of women would marry him, get pregnant, and get half.”
“I’m not a lot of women,” Tanesha shrugged.
Mrs. Wilson smiled.
“Do you know Valerie Lipson?” Tanesha asked.
“The movie star?” Mrs. Wilson shook her head. “I knew her mother and Sam, of course, but I’ve never met her.”
“She’s had a tough time with the press. I read the magazines for her so she knows what’s being said,” Tanesha said. “I’ll talk to her. Maybe she has some ideas.”
“Good thinking,” Mrs. Wilson said. “If you can keep the press at bay, you’re way ahead.”
Tanesha nodded.
“You asked what I did,” Mrs. Wilson said. “No one knows this.”
“I won’t tell anyone,” Tanesha said.
“I know,” Mrs. Wilson collected her thoughts for a moment. “Bumpy and I got married about three months before he quit the music life. We’d been around and around and around all of this junk you’re talking about. He said he wanted a different life. I felt like if I didn’t believe in the person he could be, then he would never be that person.”
Tanesha watched Jeraine’s mother’s face.
“Three months later, he came home and never left,” Mrs. Wilson said. “Being married changed him. Knowing I would take the risk to be with him changed him. We had our official ceremony a few months later.”
“I guess it’s not very liberated,” Mrs. Wilson turned to look at Tanesha. She smiled. “But every good man needs an even better woman to believe in him.”
“It’s the ‘believing in him’ thing that’s hard,” Tanesha said.
“You know what I think?” Mrs. Wilson looked deep into Tanesha’s eyes. “I think you should marry my son. The sooner the better.”
“What?” Tanesha asked. “I don’t even know if…”
“What chance are you going to have if you don’t take a leap of faith?” Mrs. Wilson asked. “What chance is he going to have if you won’t take that leap of faith?”
“I couldn’t have said it better myself,” Jeraine said.
Mrs. Wilson got to her feet and hugged her son.
“Oh Momma, I’m so sorry.”
Denver Cereal continues tomorrow…